Committing to myself first…
letting go of old ideas
old ways of being
letting go of who I used to want to be
accepting this new view of myself
projecting it out into the world
allowing her to shine
no longer hiding myself out of discomfort
or shame that I might not be enough
or god forbid
tooooo muchhhhhh
trusting that expressing myself is safe
committing to honoring ME in every way
not just having boundaries + nurturing myself physically
Which I have focused on for so long…
but holding space for MY emotional needs
in a bigger way than ever before
i feel like my capacity to hold space has increased
my desire to commit to sacred practices
shows me I CAN commit
i just have to trust that when I feel like it’s time to be spontaneous
I will remember that I also commit to fun + joy + being in the moment
i won’t withhold from myself because I have made a rule for myself
i want to be free she screams
i want to figure it out as I go
i soothe this child inside
I explain that I’ll never choose to go against her
but that to grow
We gotta do this thing
