Standing here
with my eyes on the door
as I shift my gaze slightly
i become aware of my surroundings
i am conscious
awake
connected
there is nothing to fear
as the universe fully supports me
No reason to withhold
no excuse to disengage
staying fully present
I engage my core
i steel myself for the impact
of the colliding of my selves
sometimes when I get stressed I forget how to manage my OCD + ADHD
i forget that I need to slow the fuck down…
not keep working at a feverish pace
set some shit down
cuz I’m always trying to do too much
i want to do everything
i want to continue to look back
and say fuck yah I lived this life
i never wasted time
i took advantage of every chance life gave me
to learn
to grow
to love
to laugh
to be in joy
to manifest the best life I could imagine
